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Name: Bina
Birthday: 7/20/1990
Interests: poking, reading, reading, writing, listening to music, photography
Expertise: poking, drawing on my hands, playing with fire, forgetting things, being clumsy, tripping over everything, being ignored
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/25/2003
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| Hahaha I fail ridiculously at this blogging thing. I did chronicle on paper though, so I have a memory of it at least.
I'm in a new place now. I'm a new person now. I'm Sabina, but I'm not.
I'm truly happy, if not longing for the day I get to see him again.
My romances tend to scare me, but I can say in all honesty that it seems like this time it's right.
Right time, right place, right person.
Right everything.
It feels so right, I don't know how it could be wrong
Let us hope everythinig is well
Love, Sabina
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| So I totally suck at updating stuff...
Lots of stuff!
Relay for life (May 17-18)
CTF (May 15)
IB testing! (May 5 - 15)
Victoria's barbecue (May 16)
Aaron coming home! (May 5?)
Prom (May 31)
Party
Weekend with Mady !
B+E
Last day - Carnival, "Salsa dancing" + spontaneous dance party (june 6)
Graduation (June 8)
After Grad
Boys OMG - two dates, oh gosh
Senior prank (June 11-12)
My awesome week
Aaron - Mady - catch phrases, everything!
Mariah's going away party - and afterwards (June 14)
:D I'll update muy proximo!
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| I was asked to prom on Thursday =] (April 24th, 2008)
In second period (first period of the day), I was sitting at my desk and I see Adam walk into the classroom, see me, tuck something into his jacket and turn and walk out of the room...haha. Then in third period, my desk has about 15 bright orange sticky notes on my desk. The middle one said 'Sabina Cao.' Then in fifth period, there was a heart made of sticky notes on my table with one with my name on it as well haha. At the end of the period, Eric and Adam did not go to the lunchroom with me but rather the other way towards my sixth period. Then at lunch, I gave Eric my keys (to be nice) and they steal my beeper thingy. At sixth, my whole chair and fourth of the table was covered in sticky notes, which was a little bothersome because we had a test that day lol. Anyways. After class, Eric, Chris and I were walking to the parking lot. Eric then starts grabbing my backpack and pulling on it backwards. At first I thought he was just playing but then I realized he was just stalling! So we run around and I chase eric because he gets my backpack. Then we get to the gate separating the parking lot and the campus and Brian and Steven Beck are there and Brian was stalling me too but then I "upset" him so he starts walking away and so I get around Eric towards the parking lot but then Steven grabs me around the middle and holds me there so I can't move. Then Adam finishes whatever he was doing so we walked towards the parking lot...and my car was covered in sticky notes! There were yellow sticky notes everywhere and bright pink ones that spelled out "PROM" on my back window. I opened my door and on my seat was "with me?" spelled out in Hershey's kisses and Adam lying in the back of my car with a large bouquet of wild flowers...=] so he asked me and I said yes and I kissed him and then Eric pushed me into the car lol
Then we all helped and took off the sticky notes and put them on Xiao's car!
TBC.
with pictures!
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| How is it that I am finding myself in the same situation as four yeas ago? I mean, is this seriously happening again? And with the same person? Wow, I don't think I've grown up at all. No matter how much I have gone through, it is like I will never learn, and that I will always be tempted by the same things. The same people; the same traits.
And I will never know how the other side of all this feels on the matter.
What can I really do with what I feel?
It does not matter I guess, if I am not willing to risk my sanity and position for this. Especially if I am leaving all this in a few months...but I'm not even sure of that yet. Sigh.
Sooner or later, I'm sure I'll be stupid and say something. But until then, I live in my quiet desperation in wait for a breeze of a hope that will turn my head to sunny days.
[yeah right]
Well back to my hot date
aka Kafka logs
Sabina Cao
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| I haven't written on here in the longest time, and I suppose I miss the constant blogging and detailing of my life I used to do. I should start that up again. Well, for anyone who's still out there, I'm kind of doing this for my own pleasure. As it is now the countdown to my graduation, I feel a slight nostalgia for FWPA and my childhood. Yes, those are two different phases of my life, even though I'm still a child.
I still have all my old blogs on this...heh
and that's from seventh grade...when I wanted to be a DJ apparently.
which is strange but ah who wasn't a weird kid.
I need to pee.
Anyways
I want to remember what these last two months are like
So I am going to try and actually chronicle it. [I tried on paper, and it basically failed...] [Myspace isn't the greatest for this either...]
So if you know me well, or care enough to, bother me to update this
at least twice a week if not more.
It won't be interesting, I guarantee
But it'll mean a lot to me
=]
Goodnight world
Sabina
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